They say consistency is the key.
But I didn’t even have a lock on the door.
Yes I missed a day.
19th November is gone.
So today, I begin again.
I woke up early.
Went to school.
Studied a little.
There was a small science event today.
I walked through it
nothing new,
just the same projects wearing new charts.
But I observed one thing:
I just need to send out flying arrows,
and there are always people waiting
to catch them,
to react to them,
to fight over them.
Afternoon slipped away.
No studying.
No exercise.
Just sleep
because last night was a late one.
Evening took me to Abhivyakti again.
Today I reached a bit early,
not early-early,
but earlier than usual.
The performance I saw today
was calm, layered,
and full of small meanings
hidden between the movements.
By midnight
12 or 12:30
I’ll sleep.
And tomorrow,
I’ll restart the game of consistency
with a clearer mind.
Now I know this much:
I need to work on my body,
and I need to work on my books.
Both.
20th November ends here.
Peaceful. Slow.
And still… progress.